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Wow, I'm unhappy. If you saw me you wouldn't think I was acutely unhappy (and I certainly am not as unhappy as I have been) but I'm pretty damn unhappy.

For one thing, I am strongly feeling that I have run (or am running) out of reasons to live. I am sure there are lots of great reasons for struggling on, but I am having trouble getting in touch with them. For another, I get to do two of my least favourite tasks -- looking for work AND looking for housing -- both at the same time. As my personal confidence and mental stability are not so high right now, this is a dangerous combination at best. And let's not get into the status of past/present life projects.

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